Hey people, I find myself confused and frustrated at the end of my 101 intensive. Below is a letter I have sent to Joe, as well as my instructor. I'm not trying to start a flame war here, but I am looking for some honest feedback and thoughts. Thank you ladies and gentlemen... (I have replaced my instructor's name with 'Instructor')
Howie
Joe, Lindsay, Instructor,
I wanted to get back with you after my class was finished, and leave you with some thoughts as to my experience.
First, I was really looking forward to some specific crit after the performance from my instructor- who never showed up to the performance. If Instructor's absence was for a rehearsal or other work related issue, then Instructor should have let us know the day of our last 'regular' class that he would be unavailable for the show. His no-show cemented a feeling that Instructor, and UCB, does not really care about the crafting of individual performers, but is more interested in creating a heavy, recurring revenue stream of class takers, regardless of their talents. Please… prove me wrong.
I felt like I needed some specific feedback regarding my work within your long form style. And without it, I feel rather soured on the entire UCB experience. It feels as if the entire goal of the 101 class was to get me to sign up for a 201 class. And why would I choose to do so if I will just be encountering another class with incredibly varied levels of talent and ability, whose end game is to sign up for a 301 class. Pay to play leaves me feeling sick and taken advantage of.
I am a smart, intellectual individual. I require a smart, thoughtful examination of my work. I am owed as much from my school and instructor. Maybe I am unique in this need for specificity in feedback, but that should not matter. Each student should receive an individual evaluation of their talents, ability, and improvement over the course of the class. An individual recommendation for moving forward with training can be the cap on that student evaluation. I would welcome any crit from the instructor who filled in for our class performance.
Being in a state of play with talented, open, smart individuals is a joy. But that does not seem to be the end game… is it? If it is, then I want to be encouraged by my instructor. I want to be told that things will get better and easier. That the quality of the players (hopefully) increases as the classes change (do they?) And if they don't then I want an honest appraisal of how I work within the long form as UCB teaches it.
Do I play well with others?
Do I support the game established in the scene?
Do I find unique and fast ways to establish the WWW of the scene?
Do my walk ons support, explore, and heighten the game of the scene?
What do I continue to do wrong? How can I focus on fixing that so I do not continue to fall into the same trap?
In short, are my talents and efforts appreciated by the style, and would both the style and my own artistic being benefit from continued involvement. Right now, I don't feel like dropping more change on another class. I feel like I might have wasted $350.
Besides these 'new' thoughts, I wanted to reiterate my suggestion that you have a spot on the website to highlight the class show (utilizing the reservation system would be overkill; but a 'private' page on the site that we could link to on facebook or emails would be nice.) And you should stop charging for the 'class show.' It screams of low rent shenanigans. It is already a part of the class that we ALL PAID FOR and is not of enough value to be worth paying for (as far as a performance goes.) Especially if it is not necessary for the instructor to be there.